last night

last night i went out =)

and i had alot of fun!
i don't rememba wat i did LOL but YEY i had so much fun!!!
i don't plan on drinking again anytime soon...drinking is BAD for you!!!!
it makes u lose balance, stumble up and down stairs but it takes the pain of wearing heels away and gives you the confidence and energy u need (least u think u do!) to loosen up and PARTAY!!!

apoligies to bel and scarlet for having to keep an constant eye on me >.<
at least i didn't throw up rite? =P HAHAHAH!

photos on facebook! not alot but least they're pieces of the nite that i don't rememba =)

xoxox

Mess much?

I'm looking around my room trying to study and thinking wat a mess it is. lol

my table is like covered in papers and books. You can't even see the printer coz its burried somewhere. I have bobby pins all over. Water Bottles like 5. My keyboard which is wireless is shoved on the side somewhere becoz i've stopped using my desktop pc ever since the macbk came into my life.
There are sticky notes all over my desktop reminding me of things i have to do; like TURN UP TO APPOINTMENTS that i schedule for myself but end up sleeping through -.-

I look to my right and i see jus piles of clothes LOL unfolded on a chair. i jus haven't found the time to fold them yet or hook wateva needs to be hooked up. Besides i don't have enough hooks (least thats my excuse). My belt and scarf collection that i neatly organised in boxes a few weeks ago is a mess. My pile of shopping bags is like overflowing, i think its time i throw some out.

My makeup table is covered with jewellery everwhere! i think i lost the other half to alot of earrings >.<
How i even managed to walk from the door to my bed is an achievement.

I HAVE ALOT TO CLEAN THESE HOLS =(
if i find the time!
i really want this last exam to pass.
im in holiday mode already =(

xoxox

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCARLET!!!

this blog post is dedicated to a girl born 19 years from today!
SCARLET NG ( i was tempted to write 'uyen' lol but its not a typo rite??)

happy birthday ringo*! u are now as old as me =)
hopefully wiser coz im certainly not!
i hope u had a good day despite the bs!

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crying. something i feel like doing right now if i was at home in my bed.
i don't think you have the answer to this.


xoxox

update

the dreaded week has past..

feeling: YUK!!! EEEEEK!!!

so much bad luck this week as well >.< EEEEEEEK!!!!

**cries 1000L of tears**

alot of bad things have happened to me (not jus to me...im not alone..but still)
i need a good streak of things to happen for me to feel happy again =( l

ately all i've been doin is HARDCORE CRAMMING >.<, suffering from LACK OF SLEEP, and ALOT OF BINGE EATING >.< (looks at bel - dammit..all i do is eat now...and its literally showing....MY JEANS ARE SO FREAKING TIGHt!!! THEY'RE BECOMING SKINNIES AND ITS extremely HARD TO PUT ON & OMG ITS FREAKING HARD TO DO UP THE BUTTON!!!)
at the rate im going, i don't think i'll be able to fit into my black pants >.<
LEGGINGS AND TIGHTS FTW!!!!!! i love ELASTIC coz it STRETCHES!!!

**cries 1000L of tears**

wat makes it worse is wen ur mother measures ur waist using them elastic things that go in pants because she likes to make me "at-home-to-wear-in-winter-pants" and says "u've put on weight, your waist is bigger than mine =O" EEEEEEEK!!!! >.<
and she's had two kids...

how have my exams been??
don't ask =P just don't ask >.< i

bort another batch of clothes online the other day too....**sigh** i really have to sort out my closet again (ie throw old stuff out) and buy more hooks >.<>.<>.<

anyway im goin to download elec2304 ilectures since midsem...and LEARN EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH! im gonna CHOP THIS UNIT AND HD IT!!!
i hav til thursday =)
i think i can do it =)

goood luck to those who still have exams and SCREW YOU if you've already finished =P
i can't wait til nex weekend!!! I HAVE SO MUCH PLANNED THESE HOLS =) wooo!!!

xoxox

sigh...

EXAMS = >.<

Tick tock tick tock...

time's MOVING so fast >.<

and i have to learn to grow up.

wateva that means.

im 19 and i don't like to live in the real world.

so i create my own world to hide in.

i like hiding. so please stop finding me >.<

ps i hate exams =( and my fringe that i cut. NEVER cutting my own hair again! CUTTING HAIR SHOULD BE LEFT TO THE EXPERTS! gahhhhhhhh >.<

blogging has not been happening lately due to "exam studies".
exam studies has been happening but its VERY SLOW...but least its happening rite??
i've been getting into a really bad routine where i stay up really late and don't wake up til really late.... i like being up studying at that hour becoz there are no distractions =)

i haven't stepped into reid library to study either...WHY??!!! its a fresher area and VERY DISTRACTING =)
i find mcl better...ESP AT NITE =) its like a stock market LOL
with fones goin off etc...but i get work done for some odd reason >.<
maybe coz i can eat there...and study...and eat...and study....

i think i've been hanging around bel and scarlet too much..in particular bel..not that its a bad thing...but i think im slowly taking on her habits lol i wont go into that tho....

hmm i really cbb bloggin lately...so until the nex entry:

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS =)
im shall you'll all HD blah blah blah...

but we do need ppl to lower the average for ppl like me to pass =) so yeah **HINT HINT**

xoxox

HaTe

i hate being sick =(

i hate having a fever whilst driving home =( i jus felt like stopping on the side of the road and crying but i couldn't coz it was the dark bit of tonkin hwy with no lights..and that would've freaked me out even more =(

i hate having so much stuff to do in this state too.

i hate it how i care so much..

i hate it how i can't let go =(

i hate it.