Thursday, December 4, 2008

POPPED TYRE!

yesterday i popped my car tyre...

it was very scary =(

how did i do it??!!
i turned a corner and drove over this kerb LOL and somehow popped my car tyre lol
the car jus slowed down and then it jus sounded and felt really funny...
and this was on the causeway...thank goodness it was late at nite so traffic wasn't bad...

sighhh

bad luckness...and i came home to find my shelf had fallen down ...
i blame heavy uni books...one of hte bolts came out..and that particular shelf layer (wateva u want to call it) tipped over...and so did my uni books and papers etc etc...
and coz i dont file things properly..there were papers everywhere...
i cbb cleaning it up so ive jus kinda piled everything up...
once again taht jus adds to the mess in my room -.-

i cbb bloggin about my bad luck...lol

xoxox

Friday, November 28, 2008

woah!!!

inspired by a few posts by ppl in the shoutbox, i shall BLOG AGAIN!!!

EXAMS HAVE FINISHED =)
and so the LOOONG summer hols have begun!
i rememba last year i had vietnam to look forward to!
this year i have china mid jan but im not sure if i still want to go or not...

i mite cancel it if i can or get credit or soemthing....i really dont know atm...
i shud really call the travel agency up soon...

anyway i pretty much finished my exams on the last day - friday! whilst everyone else pretty much partied ONE WEEK EARLIER THAN ME..DAMMIT!!!!

i had to work that fri and sat wen everyone was at metros as well!
luckily i finished work rather early on sat and managed to stumble out to metros IN THE RAIN at about 2.30am!
didn't bump into many ppl tho coz most ppl leave at that time anyway ...sighhhh
anyway afta metros...i stumbled wiht my workmates to burswood where we continued to dirnk even more -.-
at first they wouldn't let us in.
burswood staff: so where did u guys jus come from? clubbing in northbridge?? u guys look rather intoxicated...
us: uhhh we jus finished work, we work in hospitality man...hours are shitty and we only start goin out now...not as if we hav a choice...wish we could go clubbing..if only we finished earlier...we're jus here to celebrate katts b'day!
burswood staff: ah okay..i'll let u in this time!
WOOOOO LOL

whilst on on the topic of burswood i thort i'd rant on about sunday nite wen i went to the sunday session at ruby!
music was shit and they refused to serve me shots!!!!!
i didn't feel liek another nite of drinking alot of alcohol and i jus wanted a quick fix to get myself drunk! so shots seeemed like the answer but becoz of their new liquor laws blah blah blah they couldnt serve me a shot unless the glass was filled with ice! WTF RITE??!!
i was so mad that i went home LOL
i had work the nex day at 6am anyway!

i now work at the traffics operation centre somewhere in the city during the day!
its pretty kool!
i get to see all the peak hour traffic on these multiple tv screens in the morning and in the arvo!
so i know wat routes to avoid goin home HAHAHAHA...

well its hitting 1am and im thinking...i shud go to bed seeing as tho i hav to get up for work AGAIN in the nex 5 hrs...
i hav no social life now...facebook has taken over my social life...
i seriously dont hav time to jus "hang out" anymore...
i work during the day...free at nite but im so freaking tired fromw ork that i jus want to go home and KO ready for the nex day -.-

and then weekends its jus work work work at sheraton...soemtimes i jsu want a day off and jus BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i miss the days wen i could jus sleep in.... >.<

unitl the nex blog!!

thanks to those who still come to this page and read about me ranting on and on about random shit =)
i love u all

xoxox

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

CBB

i cbb studying for exams!
its the same stupid sh*t everytime i open the book!

and i hate the fact that i dont hav a choice...if i dont study i fail..GAHH hate that outcome!

i want a money tree =)
how perfect would my life be then!
**keeps dreaming**

i need to stop facebooking, shopping and eating...

xoxox

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

yey to me!

yey to me!

2009 msu president =)
**happy face**
i hope 2009 is a successful year for msu! loves that club **love heart**

shopping thurs nite! i can't wait =) EEEEEEEK!!!!!!
im addicted to shopping....

Sunday, October 19, 2008

midnight bottle!

i like this song...

Midnight bottle take me calmly through my memories
And everything will come back to me
Midnight bottle make it real what feels like make believe
So I can see a little more clearly
Like every single move you make,
Kissing me so carefully,
On the corners of my dreaming eyes

I've got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight
A midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
I think of you and everything's all right
If only for tonight

Got a midnight bottle
Drifting off into the candlelight
Where I can find you any old time
Midnight bottle I forgot how good it felt to be in a dream
just like you had me
'Cause lately I've been stumbling feels like I'm recovering
But I think it's only for tonight

I've got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight
I've got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
I think of you and everything's all right
If only for tonight
If only for tonight,
Oh if only for tonight,
If only for tonight

I've got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight,
A midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
I think of you and everything's all right
If only for tonight
Yeah
Midnight bottle,
Take the time away
From where we are

ps back to studies

xoxox

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

changes

DETOUR: changes...i hate them. and i really miss you... again... and again....

i had a pretty cruisy day today...handed in an assignment...then went to garbo with scarlet, bel and ken for lunch!
i had a fundae with rainbow icecream from wendys afta =) whilst bel and scarlet enjoyed their healthy moo (frozen yoghurt thing).
i was later left alone as scarlet and bel headed back to uni for a lab so i went shopping and spent alot of money!

did i mention how emo the weather was??
all that raining...EWWW...

last friday i got pulled over by cops on mt bay for speeding...apparently i zoomed past them in the left lane..and i swear i did not see them =/
this was around lunchtime...
i got off with a warning and with the long weekend double demerits...IM NEVER SPEEDING AGAIN!
but its weird coz it felt normal...like as if i was driving at 60km/hr...
that nite was carl's farewell at the brisbane...had alot of fun..and then asia cocktail that nite...i left early tho coz i was really drunk... >.< not my proudest moment....

sat...drinks at ken's....yep more drinking...round 2 he called it...
once again i got drunk but we played poker and i managed to beat everyone...drunk...
i guess its a drunken talent??
anyway i was too K.O to drive home >.< and apparenlty i cry and winge alot... gahhhh

its hitting towards 2am and i have to get up at around 7ish tm for uni...but i realy cbb sleeping...jus not tired...im so used to sleeping wen the sun jus rises >.< which is really bad...but im so used to it that im wide awake at this hour...sighhhhh
anyway tonite is sarah's farewell at a place in subi! shud be fun! i have a new outfit and i really can't wait~~~
so excited =)

xoxox

ps im addicted to facebook, 90210, gossip girl and YEY to the new eps of desperate housewives and grey's anatomy! my life now has meaning again LOL

Thursday, September 25, 2008

RUSH

this week has been BANG BANG BANG for me =(

i hav so much work to do still that i feel so behind =(
no matter how many things i tick off my list of "to-dos" it jus keeps growing!!!

its like a vicious cycle until exams come along then its full-on cramming >.<
i hate cramming and i wish i dind't have to..but atm i dont find hte time for anything!
im juggling so many things at one time that i think im suffocating =(
i dont want to sacrifice anything tho...
but its seroiusly taking a toll on me =( IM STRESSSSSED!!!!!!

why can't life be simple and easy...i need more time!!!!!

FRIDAY! i can't wait! friday is my FREE day and im goin to get drunk =) and worry about all this shit the nex day! WOO!!

ps i can't wait for tm to be over =)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

STRESSEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

we're about halfway through the uni sems and im beginning to feel the pressure and stress!
a bit late to feel it right? but better to stress now and DO SOMETHING about it rather than jus b4 exam time! =)

i can't wait til friday becoz it means i get about 3 things lifted off my very heavy shoulders.

but during this upcoming week break i really have to get down hardcore and catch up on classes that i've missed spent on trying to keep up! =(
not to mention i have to do a project as well!

i dont think i can do it...but i hav to do soemthing otherwise exam time wont look too good =(
i want to have a good summer uni break so i guess i have to work that little bit extra now and feel a lot better later =)

not alot has happened since my 100th post!
least not that i can recall..well besides the fact taht bel is spreading her badluck fairy dust on scarlet and myself (well victims i know of so far...)
had the WORST day today!
woke up to a house with a broken hot water system meaning NOT HOT SHOWERS! WTF?!!
not to mention i went to northbridge to have a nice lunch to cheer myself...but found myself losing the parking token down the drain =(
i normally // park on the streets too BUT IT WAS RAINING AND I CBB WALKING THRU RAIN so BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
how the heck does that happen??? i blame bel's badluck!
i really cbb dwelling over my badluck day =( GO GO GO AWAY!!!!!!!

for scarlets bad luck story -> READ HER BLOG!!! if u havent already done so...

enough bloggin and time to put pen to paper!

xoxox

Sunday, August 24, 2008

100th post!

my 100th post! yey!!

anyway olympics are over in beijing! **sad face**
i liked the idea of flicking on the tv at any pt of hte day and watching a piece of the action! =)
but now its back to the usual crappy tv shows like IDOL -.-

tm i get to flip my red p plates to green!! YEY!!! lol
i've been driving for 6 months now -.- boy does time fly!

thurs was RICE..i got absolutely hammered! thankfully i can pose in front of a camera so i didn't look hammered HAHAHAHA!! but trust me i was...
and i hav an unusual craving for mi goreng after...

alot of uni work to do tm! well catch up and STUDY!
*DS TEST ON THURS!
*Comp sci labs -.-
*DS labs start this week =(
*power tutes
*DS tute #3 & #4
*study for power test that is NEX week!

GAHHH SO MUCH FREAKInG WORK TO DO!!!

and i hav a few ilectures to do as wel...

back to work it is!

xoxox

Monday, August 18, 2008

YEY LAB DONE!

its 2.30am! and yey my 1302 lab is COMPLETO!

YEY!! im so happy coz i hate writing up experiments!
i really dont care wat happens after all the "fun" of doing it!

i think i should sleep! before i get panda eyes! =)

xoxox

Monday, August 11, 2008

BAD LUCK SATURDAY!

on sat i ran into so much bad luck!

*PARKING FINE: i got my first parking fine!
i parked outside my sis's apartment and came down to find a tix on my windscreen!
apparently its NOT FREE parking on weekends until afta 12pm! I NEVER KNEW THAT! and i've gotten away with it like pretty much everytime! I GOT FINED AT 11.23am as well...so close -.-
its better than a speeding fine right??!!
*PAY PARK: i had to pay park at work today! all the times i've parked there was never a conceige guy there to charge me so GAHHH!!!
*NO PARKING: i paid park and no parking on bottom floor near hte lobby where i ALWAYS find parking! so i had to drive all the way up to the top (ie roof) and WALK ALL THE WAY DOWN!!!
*SPILT BBT: i spilt bubbletea in the car
*BROKE NECKLACE: i somehow broke my necklace!
*DEMANDING GUESTS: the tables i had to wait on were SUPER demanding and i was constantly running around! in the first 10mins i had to run around finding a baby chair!!!
really annoying >.<
*SPILT A JUG OF WATER: i thort i could place it on the baby chair whilst i was holding something else but apparently the table on the baby chair couldn't handle the weight and snapped off spilling the jug of water everywhere...

more bad luck but i really CBB listin it all coz its all so depressing =(

i hope for a better day =)

xoxox

Monday, August 4, 2008

cravings!

yes my cravings are back!

and this time its white chocolate...

i really could do with some right now =(


second week of uni starts tm...

xoxox

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

back to the start

uni started for me today!

i had three lectures:
*elec 1300 aka DIGITAL SYSTEMS!
double lecture with gia parish! ...it was loong....but wasn't so bad... i didn't doze off funnily enough..
we're given these free butterfly circuit boards to play around with this sems!
kinda kool...
*cits1220 aka software engineering design
lectured by a lady! thats new for comp sci! =)
she has a nice accent! lol
*elec1302 aka Power & machines technology
it was boring lol
jasmine henry jus talked about fossil fuels..and i frankly - i really dont care!

well i guess im back to the start of a new semester of uni and this time im not alone =)

ps wen will it stop raining??? =/

Sunday, July 27, 2008

out-of-it

i really have been OUT-OF-IT lately =/

haven't had the chance to blog either!
not much has been happening lately...actually now that i think about it...there has been many changes to my life over these hols =) good changes!
*im working =) HOURS ARE LIKE CRAZYYYYYYYYY
i get so tired from work that my sleeping pattern is back to normal =) YEY! and i earn money!
*STUFF i refuse to post up for now *winks*
*driving - yes im goin to drive to uni this sems =)
*OUT - im goin to try and find a balance between uni & my social life!

which brings me to my CRAZYYYYY WEEK! hahaha
the week started off slow....i think....
but i saw dark knight and kung fu panda this week..or was it last week? (i really dont rememba!)
both very good/funny movies =) i highly recommend if anyone is considering seeing it!
i went to leedy on wed nite! i went to the hip-e? or hippy? club!
it was really small BUT i bumped into my highskool friends THAT I HAVE NOT SEEN in over a year! so i had a great time catching up with them girls etc =)
went out to tiger lils friday nite for a few drinks with work ppl =) yey it was fun! and i was very drunk!
sat, being an asian i headed out to metros after work! it was a VERY CROWDED place but fun nite! yey!

uni starts tm cept i hav no classes tm HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
i hav labs on monday but seeing as tho tm is the first day = NO LABS = NO UNI!
i mite jus rock up anyway =)
i think im goin to pop by officeworks tm and buy a few things! WOOT! i love that place!

and i mus go to IKEA sometime! i drove past it today thinking...ITS HUGE. I WANT TO GO IN!
o and i went to the beach for some fresh air today as well! it was nice =) no details shall be given!

FINAL NOTE:
MSU presents AFTERHOURS @ the LIBRARY!
DATE: NEX thurs! 07/aug!
MEMBERS: $10
NON-MEMBERS: $15
it will be fun so COME!

Monday, July 14, 2008

First work shift!

my first work shift was TIRING! they literally do work u to the bone!
i had to carry trays with like glasses of beer, champagne, red wine, white wine etc on them.
Not to mention the juice glasses which were so #@%@#%@ heavy!
my arms are like KO atm =(
and wrist!!!
i don't get how certain people can carry with such ease >.< i rekon i'll get tank after a month LOL

anyway we knocked off work much earlier than expected...say 11ish i think...so i called up dez etc to see where they were...and as per usual a sat nite..being asian u head to metros >.< LOL
its jus the thing u do.
good crowd + alot of alcohol = a nite of CRAZINESS!!!!!! ^_______^

details? find them out urself! surprisingly i actually remember stuff! i didn't blank out =)

we were extremely lucky in getting a taxi straight away..considering we "cut the line" but luckily no one noticed and bottled us! lol
we headed back to lincolns and stayed in the pool house! it was cold but we all managed =)
woke up the nex day feeling really really icky and sick lol
my tummy still does not feel right =S

anyway im goin to try and get some sleep!
toodooloos~~

xoxox

Thursday, July 10, 2008

SimCity

in an attempt to stop madly downloading before i get shaped again...
and sleeping like there is no tomorrow...
i bought SimCity Societies Deluxe Edition!!! YEY!!!
it is currently installing on my PC =)
(i can't believe i paid that much for a game...and ur probs thinking, y don't u jus download it??
but i dont want to download it...i hav to patch it etc and its jus annoying...but anyway...)
feels weird using windows again but that was THE MOST GEEKIEST thing that i've done!
walking into a shop and asking about games...and having all these boys look at me as if im in the wrong shop >.<

the game is taking ages to install -.- and i really want to play it NOW!
i haven't played it since year 8 as it was an IT project for a term! awesome term that was =)
though i failed miserably at the game >.<

ps i am no longer an unemployed bum ^__^ i can pay for my own things! YEY!!!

xoxox

Saturday, July 5, 2008

UNSHAPED

everything is back to normal again =)
my net has been reset WOOHOO!!!!

you don't appreciate broadband internet until you get shaped!
i don't know how i managed to go over the limit. i have 40/40gb ALL TO MYSELF ...well technically i share with dad but he's pretty dud and doesn't download...he jus reads the news and checks emails....nothing that really requires alot of mb =)

my holidays have been quite UNCONTRUCTIVE so far!
i haven't really done anythign interesting and my sleeping pattern is totally screwed up!
i don't sleep til 4-5am in the morning...and i don't get up til 3-4pm the nex day =S wat a waste of a morning =S
im trying to change it but its pretty hard esp if im wide awake at 1am >.<
ah well.... lol

i've satisfied my cravings for korean bbq (thanks bel) and u REALLY DO SMELL after!
i showered =) LOL
been to ktv....man that was one long session..and bel still kicks my ass...EVEN WITH A SORE THROAT! i really have to start doin my ktv homework and sing more than kiss goodbye and that wedding song!

hmmm wat else have i done...ooo I went to the movies a few times!
but yeah nothing really exciting LOL
i cna't really hang out late which is annoying due to this new P plate curfew...ENFORCED BY LAW that i can't be out driving on the roads past midnight...its really stupid..so im speeding home at 11.30pm >.<
nothing is worst than ur mother calling u up at 10pm REMINDING you of the p plate curfew >.<
its bad enough having a mother curfew..but this one is like enforced by law...can't really cross it!!!!!!!! **CRIES**
i now know my backroutes very well..if im in the city..then its hte back routes of highgate i weave through =) HAHAHAAH!!!!!
2 months to go! until GREEN Ps!

cbb bloggin more atm! korean dramas here i come!

xoxox

Thursday, July 3, 2008

TAG THING!

because i was tagged by yuvina and cbb blogging about my life now:

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

#1. If your best friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ignore them until i figure out wat to do >.<>

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
win the powerball and go shopping and eat heaps of nice food =) ooo and travel!!!!!!! and stay in 5 star hotels =) PRESIDENTIAL SUITES FTW!!!!!!!!

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
umm.... KL with tobz =)
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
no jus scared!

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?

PURRRRFECT =)

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone! s2

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i hate waiting...i'll take action myself....im not getting any younger...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
unless he's married....im goin in! lol

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Yes - i refuse to list specifics

#10. What do you want most in life?
to be happy and people to be happy with =)

#11. Is being tagged fun?
i guess since im bored!

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

wrinkle free with NO GREY hair =)

i better not be single!!!

#13. Who holds the most importance in your entire life?
not telling =) you know who u are... **Winks**

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she needs to eat =) HAHAHAAHAH!!!

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

rich!

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
panda =)

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
eat oysters or watermelon

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
duno u tell me..and i bet its not good stuff =P

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
wen you feel unhappy...DUH!

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?

friendship - it lasts forever =)

YEY!!! i did my tagging h/w!!!

now im bored again! LOL shall blog about my week later =)

xoxox

Sunday, June 29, 2008

last night


last night i went out =)

and i had alot of fun!
i don't rememba wat i did LOL but YEY i had so much fun!!!
i don't plan on drinking again anytime soon...drinking is BAD for you!!!!
it makes u lose balance, stumble up and down stairs but it takes the pain of wearing heels away and gives you the confidence and energy u need (least u think u do!) to loosen up and PARTAY!!!

apoligies to bel and scarlet for having to keep an constant eye on me >.<
at least i didn't throw up rite? =P HAHAHAH!

photos on facebook! not alot but least they're pieces of the nite that i don't rememba =)

xoxox

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Mess much?

I'm looking around my room trying to study and thinking wat a mess it is. lol

my table is like covered in papers and books. You can't even see the printer coz its burried somewhere. I have bobby pins all over. Water Bottles like 5. My keyboard which is wireless is shoved on the side somewhere becoz i've stopped using my desktop pc ever since the macbk came into my life.
There are sticky notes all over my desktop reminding me of things i have to do; like TURN UP TO APPOINTMENTS that i schedule for myself but end up sleeping through -.-

I look to my right and i see jus piles of clothes LOL unfolded on a chair. i jus haven't found the time to fold them yet or hook wateva needs to be hooked up. Besides i don't have enough hooks (least thats my excuse). My belt and scarf collection that i neatly organised in boxes a few weeks ago is a mess. My pile of shopping bags is like overflowing, i think its time i throw some out.

My makeup table is covered with jewellery everwhere! i think i lost the other half to alot of earrings >.<
How i even managed to walk from the door to my bed is an achievement.

I HAVE ALOT TO CLEAN THESE HOLS =(
if i find the time!
i really want this last exam to pass.
im in holiday mode already =(

xoxox

Monday, June 23, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCARLET!!!

this blog post is dedicated to a girl born 19 years from today!
SCARLET NG ( i was tempted to write 'uyen' lol but its not a typo rite??)

happy birthday ringo*! u are now as old as me =)
hopefully wiser coz im certainly not!
i hope u had a good day despite the bs!

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crying. something i feel like doing right now if i was at home in my bed.
i don't think you have the answer to this.


xoxox

Saturday, June 21, 2008

update

the dreaded week has past..

feeling: YUK!!! EEEEEK!!!

so much bad luck this week as well >.< EEEEEEEK!!!!

**cries 1000L of tears**

alot of bad things have happened to me (not jus to me...im not alone..but still)
i need a good streak of things to happen for me to feel happy again =( l

ately all i've been doin is HARDCORE CRAMMING >.<, suffering from LACK OF SLEEP, and ALOT OF BINGE EATING >.< (looks at bel - dammit..all i do is eat now...and its literally showing....MY JEANS ARE SO FREAKING TIGHt!!! THEY'RE BECOMING SKINNIES AND ITS extremely HARD TO PUT ON & OMG ITS FREAKING HARD TO DO UP THE BUTTON!!!)
at the rate im going, i don't think i'll be able to fit into my black pants >.<
LEGGINGS AND TIGHTS FTW!!!!!! i love ELASTIC coz it STRETCHES!!!

**cries 1000L of tears**

wat makes it worse is wen ur mother measures ur waist using them elastic things that go in pants because she likes to make me "at-home-to-wear-in-winter-pants" and says "u've put on weight, your waist is bigger than mine =O" EEEEEEEK!!!! >.<
and she's had two kids...

how have my exams been??
don't ask =P just don't ask >.< i

bort another batch of clothes online the other day too....**sigh** i really have to sort out my closet again (ie throw old stuff out) and buy more hooks >.<>.<>.<

anyway im goin to download elec2304 ilectures since midsem...and LEARN EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH! im gonna CHOP THIS UNIT AND HD IT!!!
i hav til thursday =)
i think i can do it =)

goood luck to those who still have exams and SCREW YOU if you've already finished =P
i can't wait til nex weekend!!! I HAVE SO MUCH PLANNED THESE HOLS =) wooo!!!

xoxox

Thursday, June 19, 2008

sigh...

EXAMS = >.<

Monday, June 16, 2008

Tick tock tick tock...

time's MOVING so fast >.<

and i have to learn to grow up.

wateva that means.

im 19 and i don't like to live in the real world.

so i create my own world to hide in.

i like hiding. so please stop finding me >.<

ps i hate exams =( and my fringe that i cut. NEVER cutting my own hair again! CUTTING HAIR SHOULD BE LEFT TO THE EXPERTS! gahhhhhhhh >.<

Thursday, June 12, 2008

blogging has not been happening lately due to "exam studies".
exam studies has been happening but its VERY SLOW...but least its happening rite??
i've been getting into a really bad routine where i stay up really late and don't wake up til really late.... i like being up studying at that hour becoz there are no distractions =)

i haven't stepped into reid library to study either...WHY??!!! its a fresher area and VERY DISTRACTING =)
i find mcl better...ESP AT NITE =) its like a stock market LOL
with fones goin off etc...but i get work done for some odd reason >.<
maybe coz i can eat there...and study...and eat...and study....

i think i've been hanging around bel and scarlet too much..in particular bel..not that its a bad thing...but i think im slowly taking on her habits lol i wont go into that tho....

hmm i really cbb bloggin lately...so until the nex entry:

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS =)
im shall you'll all HD blah blah blah...

but we do need ppl to lower the average for ppl like me to pass =) so yeah **HINT HINT**

xoxox

Monday, June 2, 2008

HaTe

i hate being sick =(

i hate having a fever whilst driving home =( i jus felt like stopping on the side of the road and crying but i couldn't coz it was the dark bit of tonkin hwy with no lights..and that would've freaked me out even more =(

i hate having so much stuff to do in this state too.

i hate it how i care so much..

i hate it how i can't let go =(

i hate it.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

B.O.R.E.D

yes i am bored >.< i should be studying... but im really not in the mood right now =(
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im in the market and im shopping!

but someone told me something and now i can't stop thinking about it >.<
because now i know ..... it has always been you all along...

xoxox

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

80th post >.<

woah i must really love to talk about random stuff coz this is my 80th post >.<

anyway uni has been pretty full on lately =( d/s project finally is OVER!!!! that project was intense LOL but i have two more projects for one more unit (FREAKING WEBTECH!!!) then im free to study for exams! totally sucks coz at that pt its like study break ie one week b4 exams >.<
great....more sleepless days here i come!

its been really rainy, wet and cold lately =( winter is really coming...i hate having to wake up in the morning and go to uni through this weather..its really depressing >.<
i haven't rocked up to any classes in awhile..cept for math2040 calc lectures on thurs! only coz kevin judd is aewsome! and u learn so much jus by sitting there and listening =) not ur ordinary lecture!

hmm i don't know wat else to blog about **thinks**

o yeah! on monday it was ESGR as per usual and since the math assignment was short this week, lionel wanted to go to concas for chilli mussels! but we somehow ended up at myaree utopia >.<>.< it wasnt sickening tho coz it was light ..and not sweet...lol tasted like ur typical asian cheesecake with no BASE!!! lol but it was nice lol
anyway lionel was driving my car..i duno how or why.... but wen we were leaving the place LOL lionel attempted to reverse the car without the engine turned on >.< funny thing was...the car WAS reversing coz it was "in gear" but at the time i sed "the engine isn't on..." LOL!!!!! and he failed to see red lights and had to brake hard....but thats not nearly as funny as the bit wen we got to the manning/leach hwy intersection turning right to get back onto manning rd....lionel parked the car in the WRONG LANE!
me: "i don't think you can turn in this lane"
lionel sed soemthing i don't remember....but we were waiting for the lights to turn green for awhile in order to turn right...and nothing...HAHAHAHA COZ WE PARKED IN THE WRONG LANE!
especially at nite traffic lights run according to the vehicle detector loops! not the timed cycles! ie if a car parks in the lane...it'll break some magnetic circuit in the ground (called ur detector loop), sets it off....letting the traffic lights know that a car is parked there rather than waiting for 20s for a traffic cycle in order for ur lights to go green. Very handy at night and i know becoz i worked for mainroads last year =)
so we were pretty much in the wrong lane and NOT setting off the loop to turn so our light would never be green! LOL FAIL! we ended up reversing out of that lane into the correct one...
its okay lionel =) u can't be as bad a driver as me.....
tho i always check if the engine is on b4 i drive and make sure im in the correct lane =P hahaha =)

PS. MSU presents M.E next saturday nite! (07/06/08)
(its ur last chance to go out and de-stress b4 we all enter an exam-studymode-mindset!)
location: Kuppa, Claremont (same venue as last year!)
tix: $15
be quick and get ur name on "the list!" for this EXCLUSIVE event =)

xoxox

Sunday, May 25, 2008

thinking....

i think i really need to spending $$$ lol

i spend so much shopping/ buying useless crap lol
im looking at my closet and boxes of shoes stacked one on top of the other....and then my bag collection >.<
crap where did i find all the money to buy all this stuff....
imagine if i didn't buy all this stuff..i think i'd be able to buy a cheap car or another macbk...mac pro even >.<

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

note to self: try not to shop...UNLESS ITS TO BUY NECESSITIES >.< for at least the next fortnight...i don't think i'll last a week..but its a goal! FIGHTING!!!

xoxox

Saturday, May 24, 2008

RAIN

not the korean singer/actor/dancer/model/ wateva else he does... but literally RAIN!

its fully pouring atm =(
i actually opened my bedroom window so i could hear the sound of it =) lol its actually quite refreshing!
..and i guess WINTER IS FINALLY COMING!
which means hello to thick jackets, scarves, boots, gloves....YEY!!!

i don't think i have enough clothes for winter yet..sigh... SHOPPING IT IS! which reminds me i havent' been shopping in a looong time! like literally walk into a shop and buy something...

grey's anatomy finale is downloading! WOOT! can't wait to watch =)

anyway back to studies!

xoxox

Friday, May 23, 2008

ODD

i feel weird if i don't blog at least once today..so here is my post!

CONGRATULATIONS KATHEE!!!

yes i managed to get out of bed today, even through that pouring rain!
*i deserve a pat on the back for that =)*

winter jus reminds me of the days (well everyday) where I LITERALLY STRUGGLE TO GET OUT OF BED!!! and i have 10am starts..so thats pretty FAIL!
every morning i debate in my head why i shouldn't get out of bed!

"if i get up now i'd make this bus..and get to uni at this time for this class..which i can ilecture later...sleep?! ZZZZZzzzzZZZZ"

The only reason why i got up today was becoz i thort of tong who i promised i'd meet up with to do our project DUE ON TUES! ..so yeah i had no choice =( LOL
i rocked up at 10 tho..wen we were supposed to meet like at 9 but its okay coz tong was late too LOL I BLAME THE RAIN!!! LOL
rain jus makes u want to stay in bed longer =) i love lying in the bed and listening to the rain pouring...freaking winter makes me want to hav a bf...its so cold without one =(
i want to hold someone's hand (not a girlS!) and like jus walk LOL
omg so lame -.-
i miss all that couple stuff...sigh... SFL right??!!!
*Cries 1000L of tears**
finally signed up for that tv ad agency thing today =) the lady was really positive and sed she was trying to track me down since 30th april -.-
im pretty sure i left contact details tho so yeah...
i jus got to set up a profile then im all set...she asked me if i was singaporean.....hmm LOL
i looked thru the ads they had up to sign up for...so much acting stuff and im kinda nervous.
last time i did "acting" was in english lit speaking shakespeare -.- memorising them lines was painful! >.<
sigh....im scared...wat hav i signed myself into >.< WAHHH!!!

anyway 1am = bedtime!
especially wen its raining now =) i want to lie in bed and sleep listening to the rain in the background =)

ps watched desperate housewives finale! its intense! i got scared >.< sighhhh i jus fail...

xoxox

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Stay Beautiful

Heard this band on the radio...now the song is stuck in my head =)
they sound like maroon5 but they're not...
we should try and play this song at the next jamming session =)

"Stay Beautiful" - The Last Goodnight


Sunday morning at the door
You were coming back for more
We were kicking it all around
I was looking in your eyes
You thought it was justified
You said, m m m m more

[Chorus]
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, You're irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful

Poison kisses in the rain you were calling out my name
Laughing like the joke was on me

Singin.....
Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da

[Chorus]

Post cards, throwing darts, side kicks and super marts
Break dance, second chance, I will run to you
Sideways, back and forth, wake up, hit the floor
Oh no, where'd you go, I will come to you
One more, day like this
One more, poison kiss
One more, hand to fist
I will run to you
Always, first in line
Always, on my mind
Always, doing fine
I will come to you

Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da

Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Your irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you

Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful
One life, today, your irresistible
Get up, get out, stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful

Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Is undeniable
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
All this time is waiting for you

xoxox

pure laziness!

i took a day off from uni today =)

it FELT GREAT!
whilst my alarm was going off at 6.30am...i quickly justified in my head that i had no classes worth wakin up to today! LOL! so i jus turned off my alarm and kept sleeping =) YEY!

wat made me even more happy was that at lunchtime (YES I WAS STILL IN BED!) so many ppl msged me to join them for lunch! LOL I FEEL SO LOVED! YEY!!!
and my dad bort me subway for lunch which meant i DIDNOT hav to spend money buying any or WASTE ANY ENERGY making it =) WOOT FOR ME AGAIN! LOL

so after lunch i watched a few episodes of friends and decided to go back to bed and nap again =)
i pretty much wasted a whole day SLEEPING again! i should've learnt my lesson from saturday LOL ah well!

im up now...feeling FULLY ENERGISED FROM ALL THAT LAZING AROUND AND SLEEP BUT NOW IM CRAVING FOR CUPCAKES!!!!
i want CUPCAKES!!!!!!!!!!

xoxox

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

FAIL! (re-defined)

yes i FAILED MY EE TEST SO BAD THAT I LITERALLY RE-DEFINED (credits to peanut + andu for correcting my bad english! defined -> re-defined) THE WORD FAIL!

out of three qns i answered NULL!

and even with studying i would've failed anyway so **CRIES 1000L of tears**

this is how the test went:
"START!"
**flicks, reads first qn**
me thinks: wtf?!
**flicks, reads second qn**
me thinks: WTF??!!
**flicks, reads third qn**
me thinks: this seems doable, did a similar qn in the last tute
**attempts pen to paper**
me thinks: OMFG!!!!! @$@#%@%@%@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me thinks: IM SCREWED!!!! K.O!!!!!!

everyone around me got THE FREAKING FIRST QN rite...and i thort it was a trick qn so i picked the other answer -.- BLEH!!! ITS ALWAYS HOLES NEVER FREAKING ELECTRONS! NO ONE CARES ABOUT THE FREAKING ELECTRONS!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
and question two..ur GIVEN...GIVEN!!!! the p(x) eqn and ur expected to find the current density junction which has Dp(x) OMG IM SO FREAKING DUMB ...WHY DIDNT I FREAKING DIFFERENTIATE the eqn! i cudnt' make the correlation at the time! instead i ignored the Dp(x) part of the eqn and jus plugged numbers into the easier part of the eqn and ended up with zero...FAIL...JUS AN ABOSULTE EPIC FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
**cries 1000L of tears**
and the third qn (LAST ONE) OMG don't ask....TOO MANY FREAKING UNKNOWNS FOR ME TO HANDLE!!!

lol best thing was john dell telling us that the better mark of the two tests will only be counted towards our final marks =) (I THINK! if i heard correctly) so yeah ...the epic fail wasn't that bad but the feeling of sitting thru that test: NEVER WANT TO EXPERIENCE AGAIN!

hmm now that this test is ova..i hav avalanches of projects to get thru =) WOOO!!!
note the sarcasm in the tone of typing =)

ps i am actually bloggin in my math2040 11am lecture >.<
but its perfectly okay coz no one around me is paying attention!
**looks left**
JAY CHOU "attempting" to pay attention. he has his arms folded in a "don't mess with me/hmph" style and is kinda slouching! BAD POSTURE!!!!
TETRIS JACK was rolling his Mount Franklin water bottle and "listening" to song wang
**looks right**
PEANUT has DOTA OPEN ON Desmond's laptop (correction: peanut's laptop!) yes i saw it open! =) oooOOOooo now he is on wiki looking up fourier series! LOL SIF MAKE URSELF FEEL BETTER NOW! LOL
WILFRED doin webtech! (gah got to do mine =( )
**looks back**
PJ is texting someone....wat a waste of credit...plus cancer later on in life =P
DES is reading my blog....well lets jus say he is seriously not paying attention either!

so i guess in conclusion its okay for me to blog =) PROVEN!!!!!


xoxox

Sunday, May 18, 2008

EMERGENCY!!!!!!!!!

results have came out of the lab!
conclusion:

YUVINA IS ANO!!!!!

SHE EATS LIKE ONE CHIP ...AND ITS NANDOS PERI PERI CHIPS TOO...and she's like full...

there are witnesses that confirm this result!

no comment!

ps i am NOT barbaric!!!!!

jus another emo post

im absolutely flooded with uni work atm!
i feel suffocated as if i can't breathe now =(
i don't get how some ppl jus don't stress and are so relaxed! wat the freak is wrong with u??!!!
how do u even manage to sleep at nite with all these things to do??
i can't even sleep nowadays coz i lie in bed worrying how im gonna get everything done =(
im so freaking tired and i jus want to give up but then i think im stupid for thinking that coz some ppl work so hard to get to that certain pt and for me to give it all up so easily its jus stupid and silly. im not motivated anymore..i can't get myself motivated anymore..its jus so hard...i jus sit there thinking...CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! its not as easy as "jus do it!"
it jus doesn't work like that! you jus don't get it...no one gets it....ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!
i don't even crying 1000L of tears anymore becoz its jus not worth the effort!! GRRRRR!!!!

SOOOOOO wat am i raging about??
WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......

i hav an ee test + lab due on tues...im doin the lab atm...but i don't understand anything! im readin the lecture notes and there are like only a few slides on how to do the ADT...SO HOW THE HECK DO OTHER PPL UNDERSTAND WAT TO DO???!!! not even the bk has anything on it and i paid like $100ish FOR IT TO FREAKING HELP ME! NOT EVEN GOOGLE HELPS ME! EVERYTHING JUS FAILS! JUST FAILS!!! **CRIES**

and seeing as tho i hav all these things due on tues, i dont even have monday nite to do most of it becoz i hav to do the freaking maths assignment...sigh...HUGE ASS SIGH!!!!

and wen tues is over...wat i dread doin te most i hav to do...freaking 30% worth of projects courtesy of Webtech! a massive 20% on ur personal site (in which i've barely touched) and 10% on the csse site (I MEAN WHY CAN'T THEY FREAKING DESIGN THEIR OWN SITE INSTEAD OF USING STUDENTS AS GUINEA PIGS TO DO THE WORK FOR THEM! OOO AND GUESS WAT??!! WE'LL GIVE THEM MARKS TO DO IT SO THEY REALLY HAV TO DO IT...FREAKING HELL!!!)
NOT TO MENTION I HAV ANOTHER 20% PROJECT FOR D/S TO DO! and we have to fully program a tree ADT + a report... i mean wat the hell..since wen did programming mean a report attached to it at the end??!!! **Cries**

computer science is aewsome at the beginning until you reach the end wen ur bombarded with like 20%+ projects to complete all right b4 exams -.-

im so freaking screwed **CRIES**

if i make it through this month alive give me a call =( or buy me boxes of tiny teddies so i can binge eat this rage away...

ps i don't think i can do it

xoxox

Saturday, May 17, 2008

i feel

i feel as if i have no control over my life at the moment.
The clock keeps ticking as time ticks forward and as each day passes, im left behind gradually even further...

so much work is due and so much as to be done! but i jus want to sleep through it all and never wake up coz i don't want to face it all.... i jus cbb doin half it... im jus sick and tired of everything...

at times i wish i had the ability to know wat was on ppl's minds. im so lost. i don't know wats goin on anymore and i jus feel so out of it.
i think im a bad person and at times i know i fail as a friend.
i don't even deserve to have good friends but for some reason im surrounded by so many and i know i do not deserve any of their friendship or anything from them.
i hate myself and i don't know wat to do anymore.

i feel as if everything is flipping against me. for some reason i feel as if ppl are building a wall up against me and im stuck on the other side.

wats wrong with me??!!
am i really that hard to be around?
am i really that hard to face?
am i really that hard to talk to?
am i really that hard to like?
am i really that bad??


**cries**

xoxox

sick and tired!

yes im sick and tired of life!

xoxox

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

HAPPY b'day to ME!

**music**
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

thanks everyone for all ur txts, calls, kind gestures etc =)

im touched =) **tears**

IM NOW OLD!!!!!!! (WATCH OUT uncao! im catching up to u!)

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i was made to drink beer today...i almost K.O after 1/3 of a glass...
kathee + beer = NO DEAL!
never again...

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xoxox

Sunday, May 11, 2008

i feel...

in the past 1 hr, people have done things that have moved me and now i feel LOVED!

its as if people know wen i feel stressed or empty on the inside and they fill it up with love =)

I LOVE YOU ALL TOOO!!!!!!!!!!! <3

ps i want a divorce....

Thursday, May 8, 2008

BUMP!

i FREAKING hit my head on the kitchen bench!!!!

i was leaning down to throw something in the bin..like scraping stuff off a plate and as i was leaning down...i must've stood really close to the kitchen bench without noticing and BAM! head first onto the bench! FREAKING HURTS! i cud even here a "BANG" as my head bumped! FREAKING HELL! got like a bruise now..like a bump coming out of my head!

thats wat i get for being so tired tho...

**cries 1000L of tears**

went shopping for a mother's day gift today =)
and i bort myself ANOTHER 2 pairs of shoes...i got to really learn to RESIST and stop buying...
i don't think its possible but im sick of buying clothes now...shoes im okay wiht..but clothes i THINK im ova it...

i walked into most shops today and thort "nah its the same style everytime" =O

im tired..cbb blogging...

**music** and the sunnnnnnnnnnn, will shine for youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! **music**
who sings that?? i hav that song in my head!


[EDIT]: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEANUT! U ARE NOW 19 AND UR EVEN MORE SPECIAL COZ UR B'DAY IS IN MAY!!!
and i forgot to mention....does anyone know wat u-cakes are???!!! or is it jus me tahts clueless??

xoxox

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

no change!

nuthing much happened today.
it was jus boring wed.

however i feel the need to congratulate myself on paying attention for the whole 45mins of Elec2304 lecture. YEY JOHN DELL IS BACK! i haven't been able to pay attention for a full lecture WITHOUT yawning in awhile! woot! i even took notes and highlighted! =)

i also attended workshop for data structures today too =) it was nice and short. it was regarding the huge ass project that we have to do =( so many computer science projects to do now!
**cries 1000L of tears!**
i hav to make two websites for webtech + tree implementation + report for d/s! GRRR
and taht only covers two units =(
and they're not jus itty bitty projects that we are given in comp sci...THEY'RE TIME CONSUMING AND LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!
best get a move on soon..coz they're pretty much all due around the end of this month!!!

i turn 1 year older nex week! i dun't know whether ot be happy or sad but i freaking hate the number 19...its so ugly...

xoxox

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

i stalk.


Katt: short asian girl with long straight brownish hair.
Was last seen wearing a black pinaforte with a white puffy short-sleeved shirt and knee-high socks with the heart argyle style print on the sides and red slippers, similar to Dorothy's from Wizard of OZ, on the 06/05/08 at UWA.
studying: claims to be an engineer

0915: katt spots Peanut & wilfred on the bus (102 COTTESLOE) - they have a stimulating conversation
0930: katt seen walking off the 102 bus and arriving at uni.
0935: katt seen walking with peanut to comp sci building. Witnesses claim that she went to the mac labs to finish off her data structures lab
1109: katt seen walking to chilliz with ringo (recently identified as SFL!)
witnesses claim they were eating an early lunch and overheard katt tell ringo that she could go for another box because she was only feeling satisfied, not full.
They were seen walking back to uni and katt dropped ringo off to her maths lecture in the geology building at about 1145.
1200-1340: spotted at the guild courtyard setting up MSU stall with a male, according to sources, this male is the MSU president and answers to the name of John Loh. The two were later joined by the club's treasurer, Lincoln Tan and other committee members who sources have been unable to identify.
During this time katt was seen doing nothing of importance or relevance to her uni studies. She seemed rather relaxed and quite chatty of matters that is of unimportance or business of current readers.
Katt was later dragged by a female, who answers to the name of Stacey Hong otherwise known as Taiwan to a petting zoo located on Oak Lawn. Pictures were taken of the animals.
Witnesses claim that they overheard katt calling a donkey a camel.
katt later returned to stall and not long later, she left with ringo to attend class.
1345: katt was seen heading to the physics building where witnesses saw both ringo and katt enter the clews lecture theatre where katt was timetabled for maths2040 lecture.
she was joined by 3 males identified as Lionel Lam, Buzz (who's real name is Brian - note he is not "fking brian") and D.Y.
sources say that she attempted to pay attention in the lecture but later "K.O-ed" due to fatigue of "staying up too late" the previous night doing assignment that SHOULD'VE NOT been left to the night before. Sources claim that katt likes to procrastinate and leave things that she does not enjoy doing to the last minute.
1445: Katt seen leaving the building with ringo to attend another lecture. Sources say the lecture was Data Structures in which katt was seen NOT paying attention once again until the final 20mins as she was busy on blogspot and facebook on her newly purchased macbook.
1545: katt was seen catching the bus home with ringo where they bumped into a male identified as Nelson (the 78 to be exact which DID NOT go all the way to wellington bus station so the three had to walk to the city from esplanade busport). Ringo & katt both managed to convince each other they did not want half price waffles anymore (a weekly promotion by a business known as Gelare) and should get bubbletea instead.
Nelson said that it was very asian of the two but katt simply replied "im asian, im allowed to"
After purchasing the bubbeteas they walked to katt's bus stop where katt was seen boarding the 66 express home where she was picked up from the morley bus station and taken home.

Katt was then spotted napping until 2030 where she was woken up by the noises of her dog barking like what can be described as a "maniac" or "@%@%@%@$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!". She had pho for dinner and watched NCIS at the same time.

Photos found on katt's camera:

Above: Male , answers to the name of Simon Thai, believed to be invovled in a group known as WFC. Seen to be camwhoring with scarves.


Above: the male poses. Reason: unknown however experts predict that it was for cam whoring purposes.

Above: date and time of the above photo is yet to be known however suspects in the picture have been identified as AMF & uncao. Location: MCL

The following photos were taken at ESGR, a study group held at lionel's habitat where maths2040 students attempt to complete weekly mission: "the assignment". This week's mission complexity level was claimed to be: complex.

Above: spotted at esgr: Wilfred, peanut & uncao

Above: up close & personal: wilfred wong - wilfred has completed his weekly mission and choses to challenge and stimulate his mind with a gaming device identified by experts as a Nintendo DS.
Sources say that katt was jamming with lionel on the piano - pitch: horrendous, mainly coz katt opened her mouth to sing. However lionel should be complimented for his improvement in pitch, maybe its because most songs were played in a lower tone to compliment the jammer's style.

Above: Lionel NOT doin the asian squat

Petting zoo photos:
Above: animal identified as a cow

Above: animals identified: baby chickens

Above: animals identified: ducks, yellow ducks to be exact and the "fking brian", the rooster

Above: "fking brian" trying to fit in with its own kind

Above: animals identified: guinea pigs & a rabbit

Above: the donkey that katt claimed to be a camel. reason: unknown at this point in time.


Anyone who has any additional information regarding Katt on the 06/05/08, please contact 'i stalk' asap as any information is information.


xoxox

tired!

im sitting in my data structures lecture atm and im not feeling sleepy! LOL!

but i pretty much felt like K.O -ing in maths2040 -.-

i stayed up to 2.30ish am last nite doin the data structures lab >.< SO TIRING!!
i woke up at 7am too =( i got to start goin to bed at a decent time!!!

i should stop blogging coz the lecture is super quiet and u can hear the typing sounds..

xoxox

Monday, May 5, 2008

"im so happy happy..."

i can't do my data structures lab!

**cries 1000L of tears**

HELP?????!!!!

xoxox

Sunday, May 4, 2008

the emptiness within that haunts me..

the 'i hates; that i never want to talk about:

i hate it wen you don't care.
i hate it wen you jus carry on like nothing has changed.
i hate it wen i hear stuff about you that i don't want to know about.
i hate it wen your cold to me.
i hate it how ppl tell me that it'll all be better with time, coz it hasn't.
i hate it how it still affects me.
i hate it how im still hurting.
i hate it how it still bothers me.
i hate having to look at myself in the mirror every morning and tell myself its going to be okay.
i hate having to put on a brave face each day.
i hate having to smile each day.
i hate having to pretend that things will be okay...but wat choice do i have?
i hate it how life jus keeps moving forward without me.
i hate it how its always going to haunt me.
i hate wat has happened.
i hate it all.

i hate it how i know im going to fall apart one day and just break down.

jus go away and leave me alone! because its the emptiness thats left behind that haunts me.

xoxox

ps sorry for the emo blog =)

La Cascade!


On friday, 10 uni students went to dinner at a french restaurant on Stirling Hwy. Spotted: Bentley, Lionel, Timmy, Pj, Kwan, Ka-seng, Ringo, Belle, Cheryl & myself! We left the place VERY poor LOL!

Service WAS VERY SLOW! Was it because there were not enough waiters??!! or was it because everything had to be done thru Phillipe (manager)??? either way...SERVICE WAS REALLY BAD!!!!
but the food...was very rich...it was really nice.....but as lionel sed "if only it was $10 cheaper!"
restaurant had a homey dark feeling to it...i wud've preferred MORE LIGHTING COZ I LIKE TO SEE WAT IM EATING!!!!!!!!!!!! and do my hair checks =) ie in case the chef's hair was on my plate! but i guess that may've ruined the mood in the restaurant??!!

PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (note: these fotos are the same as the ones on facebk! i only uploaded them onto this blog for THOSE THAT DO NOT have facebook!)

(above: uncao - i think that posed is a bit forced??!!! )

(above: lionel - no comment)

(above: kwan CHIAAAA-ZEEE!!! )

(above: kwan refuses to camwhore, lionel thinks, and uncao jus poses!)

(above: Uncao & myself!)

(above: awww lol)

(Above: SFL!!!)

(above: Cheryl + belle)

(above: belle + ringo!)

(above: pj + moi!)

(above: LOL at belle's face!)

(above: cheryl, belle & scarlet! WHO ARE U THREE LOOKING AT???!!!)

(above: LOL THEY WERE LOOKING AT LIONEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

(above: menu! it was big..about half the size of me!)

(above: the napkin!)

(above: lionel turns the napkin into a frog! and then i murder it MWUAHAHAHAHA!)

PHOTOS OF THE FOOD! PREPARE TO MOUTH WATER!!!!!!

(above: scallop thing!)

(above: cheryl's entree - snail thing)

(Above: pj's entree - seafood pancake!)

(above: my entree - puff pastry with chicken with mushroom sauce!)

(above: main - veal with mushroom sauce!)

(above: steak??!!)

(Above: rib thing)

PHOTOS OF MOI CAMWHORING WITH MY FOOD!

(above: moi with entree)

(above: moi with main)

(above: moi forgets to camwhore with dessert - eating it made me forget to camwhore so moi camwhores with EMPTY PLATE!!!)

(above: eVIAN water ...they charged us $2 per person for using their cups - some stupid service fee..wat the heck rite??!!)

THE DESSERT MODELS:

(i like my hair in this photo LOL - above one)


THE AFTER PHOTOS:

(above: SFL! ringo is wearing HOT ANKLE BOOTS!)


we stopped by timezone to camwhore (mainly me) and say greetings to wfc crew ATAs:


(above: SAGO - freaking aewsome how u managed to time the camera so well and split amelia & moi apart!!! LOL u are a camwhore PRO!)

(above: we still got our foto anyway =) )

(above: I DID NOT FORCE JUSTIN TO CAMWHORE WITH ME!)

(above: i found ken AT UTOPIA!!! HE HAS THE MOST AEWSOME SHIRT: "how to use the word : LAH")

Today i dyed my hair! BYE BYE REGROWTHS!!! its mahagony at the top & dark brownish at the bottom..i dont' know why but it turned out liek that! LOL!
yey mum has donuts for me! enough blogging for now! LOL!

xoxox